I've been so bored lately and it's not going to get any better once school starts again. My school is as boring as it gets. The only field trips we have anymore are trips to college and it costs so much half of us can't go, and they there is trips for the JROTC. Those trips cost alot too! I'm not in JROTC though because I really don't wanna go into the military. Not my thing. I'm worried that my brother might though. Man, if he does that is going to be killer on my nerves. As I was saying my school is boring because the principle doesn't like us and is obiviously have issues with his lover and takes it out on us. Some of us were lucky that we had one dance this year where everyone could go. ONE! That's it. Then there was prom, but I couldn't go because well I'm not a jr or senior yet.

Yeah I go back to school on Aug. 13th I think. I'm not really sure they have changed it so many times. This summer coming up will be normal for me because I'll be getting out in May, I hope, if there isn't another big big snow storm, and going back in aug. Nice long summer for me. Not as long as the last summer where the school was being re done. I had a four month summer! FOUR MONTHS! It was wonderful. No school for four months it was heaven. But this summer it was only 8 weeks. Isn't that just stupid?

Remember the last journal that I had saying that I wasn't going to go back to my dad's and why. Well I had to call my mom for her to bring me some clothing, more like one or two things that I didn't have at my dad's or didn't fit. She was pissed off, not at me, at my dad and stepmom. She told me to make sure that my dad was here when she came to pick me up so she could talk to him. Of course I asked why. She told me that I wasn't going to be going over my dad's anymore until he took me out shopping and bought me some clothing for his house that I can wear when I go over there, and until then I'm not going back. Hey I didn't wanna go in the first place. I'm just going there for the good internet and she knows it..and maybe for my brother because he only sees me once a month most of the time. But it's just that I don't want her making my father mad because I think he'll take it out on me...well he will but he won't hurt me..I hope not..It's just the pants that don't fit anymore. I have shirt and skirts that I can wear...I know that my stepmom and I were talking about that. She was like 'we have no money to be buying you clothes, get your mother to do it, she doesn't buy you anything. She has all the extra money to buy you other things like books or what not, or the pets meds. We don't have the money after bills, and the hospital coming up' I told her that the money that mom used to get the dogs flea meds was the last 20 bucks she had to her name for that week, money was low, and she couldn't go out and buy them either. That she had bills too, it wasn't like someone out there hated you and gave you all the worlds bills. Sometimes I really hate my stepmom. Most of you are thinking that it's just because she is preggers. It's not, she was like that way before she was preggers. It just made it 1000 times worse. Man I really don't want my mom to talk to my dad...and I'm getting picked up today as seven as well. I should call her and tell her what's going on that she doesn't need to do it...

Yeah, Yeah I know I'm worrying too much over that something that I can't control. When parents are tired of each others bullshit they are going to let each other know and it's not your fault they don't like each other. Yeah, well, My dad is stupid enough to ground me for it...but then again I'm not going to be at his house for a while. Yay! I might have to deal with dail up but my mom, I'm hoping, is going to get high speed soon. Yay! No more dail up. Finally!!

-_- damn I talk too much....that's what happens when I'm bored and no one is on that I talk to. Right now one person that I talk to is one. ONE! That's sad! Then again last night was fourth of july...everyone might still be sleeping. I couldn't sleep that well...damn nightmares. I hate nightmares.

I think that's all for now...nice, calm, not going to hurt anyone, yay! lol I'm weird.